She has died four times, reaching the peak in each life, and dying of the same thing in every life: not being strong enough, killing the wrong person, wanting to start over, seeing through everything. Opening her eyes for the fifth time, she became a Qi-drawing slave at the very bottom of the cultivation world; with the word "slave" branded on her chest, she could be dragged off to feed the beast pen at any moment. This time, she climbs up step by step from the mud. The moment she swallowed the first demon creature, the line of text in her heart lit up; what could be swallowed, a grey crow. Others seek longevity, she grows stronger by dying. Five lifetimes as ashes—this lifetime, she only wants to live as someone worthy of being loved.